Listening to: Rasputina / signs of the zodiac
Feeling: wounded
worried that my mom will find out I skipped two hours of school today.
This is about that one person that I mentioned before that I will not name:
Angel how could you cut me open?
And rip my heart out
with not one word spoken.
The blood on your hands as red
as the reality on my face,
shattered memories scattered
all over the place.
The gleam in your eye when my life you tore
A hole so large, I could not be reborn.
Your smile was so wide, so bold, so striking
when you rearranged my life
to your liking.
There are so many things I wish I could do
and now the hopes are demolished by you
The thing they call love,
a lie waiting to burst
when nothing satisfies young angels thirst
So rip me open again and again
and you will find
the remains of a body shut down with time
you stole everything I once posessed
So now I stare into the nothingness....
The end
this is kaelen, new diary.
if you wrote that we need to make it into a song
by the way, I never told someone that you hurt me
lol k I wasnt sure if you knew or not
Me and penelope might not be able to go to stevens on saturday
-Kaelen
Me and penelope might not be able to go to stevens on saturday
-Kaelen
very neat background. Road trip, I like that idea. You wanna go to dow with me the second semester of next year? Penelopes mom said no because it was too much paper work but she still has time to talk it over. Its so much better than midland high.