aha, today i had to babysit, and by the time his mom got home.. he didnt want me to leave. it was sooo cute! :) he was like "she's mine!" ahah i was thinkin (idk if Matthew would agree with that. lmfao) it was just so cute. cuz he kissed my arm and was like "I wuv you." aha, he is such a DARLING! and when his mom went to put his shoes on he was like NO! and took the shoe and gave it to me to put on. aha, and then when i went to get outta the car he was lookin all sad and was like ugghhhh! it was so cutee! AHA, today was a fabulous day. :D i get paid next week. AND i am on like page 180 in that book. woOt woOt! :D much love... now for the greatest song by this band in the world. Guns 'N Roses - November Rain When I look into your eyes I can see a love restrained But darlin' when I hold you Don't you know I feel the same 'Cause nothin' lasts forever And we both know hearts can change And it's hard to hold a candle In the cold November rain We've been through this auch a long long time Just tryin' to kill the pain But lovers always come and lovers always go An no one's really sure who's lettin' go today Walking away If we could take the time To lay it on the line I could rest my head Just knowin' that you were mine All mine So if you want to love me Then darlin' don't refrain Or I'll just end up walkin' In the cold November rain Do you need some time...on your own Do you need some time...all alone Everybody needs some time... On their own Don't you know you need some time...all alone I know it's hard to keep an open heart When even friends seem out to harm you But if you could heal a broken heart Wouldn't time be out to charm you Sometimes I need some time...on my Own Sometimes I need some time...all alone Everybody needs some time... On their own Don't you know you need some time...all alone And when your fears subside And shadows still remain I know that you can love me When there's no one left to blame So never mind the darkness We still can find a way 'Cause nothin' lasts forever Even cold November rain Don't ya think that you need somebody Don't ya think that you need someone Everybody needs somebody You're not the only one You're not the only one