So im getting worse and i can feel it it hurts so bad to eat that im not even sure its worth it anymore clearly it hurts more to eat than not eat i start shaking and like, convulsing.. my abdomen hurts a lot more now and im always dizzy, no matter what i do my heart feels more and more messed up each day and its getting harder to think and remember things im not sure if im ever gonna get better at this point...