Listening to: bright eyes-lover i done have to love
Feeling: misplaced
have you ever
wanted so much to be happy
that you'd hurt yourself
just for that moment?
have you ever
felt the blood pour out
and feel the relief
in your shameful release?
have your ever
dispised yourself so much
that you'd hurt yourself
to feel alright?
have you ever
held the knife in your hand
and thought this is it
this is the end?
i didn't think you had
so don't judge me when i do
'cause i don't think
the same way as you
when i do this
im not looking for a special mention
and i don't enjoy
the hurtful attention
just accept this
as a part of me
and maybe some day
you will see
that im not trying to hurt myself
only trying to save what's left
please tell me what you think
holy shit thats fuking great claps thats rly good. im off 2 rea dur other poems... so look 4 comments on them.
-Chelsea xoxox
i think it's lovely. you like writing a lot?
O_o maddie
hey
-mayfourth
OMG..i barely saw your comment and im soo envious your gonna go see evanescence!!! OMG I LOVE AMY LEE!!! she is soooo awesome! Where are you from, are you from the U.K? cause when i was trying to find tickets it said they were giving concerts over at the U.K which kinda sux kcause i wannna see them sooo bad! especially amy lee!! they say im obsessed with her and i probably am! haha....well buh bye and i love your diary! take care!
That poem was truly exellent, * claps * It deserves some appreciation, so i'll give it some,
how are you?
Joanna XXX
That poem was truly exellent, * claps * It deserves some appreciation, so i'll give it some,
how are you?
Joanna XXX
Hey,
Cool i'm glad your good! hah yeah the 8oo thing is fun, the teachers don't approve like but hey!
Still loving the poem.
Joanna Xx
P.s Your a firend i'll comment anytime
Your poem is beautiful, you have a poetic heart, i also write poems in my journal, sit-D thing. heh, but anyways, it was very good.
who you are, i don't know. but for 14 years old, and the habits that you have..they're amazing. i don't care what people say, but cutting is a way to express one's self and to endure shit that life's throwing at you..just be careful. furthermore, your poem is awesome. keep writing. sorry if im corny, hah but i love it. later.
your poem is ace! i think ur goin though some thing simlar to me so check out my poems and see what u think of some of them.
Take care!