Feeling: alright
Brendon decides to write here again.
Good.
I feel exposed. Like I'm naked, exposed to him for the first time.
I feel naked.
Yet I have layers of clothes on.
Layers don't hide emotions or feelings though.
To be honest, writing in here while he's had no net has been me venting my emotions.
I really shouldn't.
Its too much to handle.
I can't lie. I can't be truthful.
I can't be anything but bad.
I don't know what to think anymore.
I feel so claustophobic and yet this is a wide open space.
Haha.
I'm freaking out.
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I'm finished now.
U hate me 2? :(
That makes me feel better :). I thoughht you were 2 cute 2 care?
I am not that cute but I don't care much about anything.
mmm, thank you. I like it too. I worked very hard on it actually:)
love.
PS I knew that the name of your last entry was from a movie. cause Im in the loop..
a walk to remember.. right, righttt?:)
I cried at the end of that movie:[
Dude, New Zealand guys are fucking HOT! Like, seriously. Well all the ones Ive seen that are from New Zealand are. Like the surfers n stuff. Ahhhh. Surfers. Yummy. Hippies are indeed rad. Hippies are like surfers without balance. And the fatty paychecks for pros. And the fact that surfers buy really expensive stuff, and go surfing CONSTANTLY. i dont wear by swim suit to school :) hahaha.
well hmm. that's odd. stupid boys. kill 'em all.
i hate boys too
cool I'll add u too
yeah you were in a weird mood.
I love a walk to remember!:)
I love chick flicks in general haha:p
haha dont tell you'll ruin my reputation;)
love!:)
ok dude stop freakin out ay. U dont hate guys u just have a extreme...dislikeness for them...As I do atm so join the club...U got brendon ay...ur lucky to that tho...I see where ur comin from but...neways, take care