Feeling: defeated
Today at the supermarket a guy with the most wonderful eyes served me.
His eyes were the most piercing blue I've ever seen and I think his black hair made them stand out more.
I kept my head down and didn't look up at him until I handed him my card.
I swear time stopped for a matter of seconds.
Our eyes connected for that brief moment but I broke the connection when I took my card and became really nervous and shy.
Then I walked away without collecting my bags and he had to chase after me.
I'm still embarrassed thinking about it.
Oh, it wasn't so bad. I hooked up with Andrew, because the 'other woman'. But thats cool, his girlfriend would never let me have him even when we were together. And I feel really happy about it all now. I am fully moved on from it all. =)
Now I just get to obsess about my new person.
I love making a connection with a stranger. Happened with a girl on this bus this afternoon.
I also hate insomnia, mine is permanant. xX