1225am i love 4-hour phone conversations. especiallyy when i know i can trust him enough to tell him every thought that went through myy mind in those four hours. it's kinda weird how i trust him more than anyy other person i have ever trusted before. to the point where i can tell him about myy familyy and stuff like that. i dunno. sometimes i feel reallyy shittyy about myself because he's like myy batteryy. i feel like i'm draining out his time/energy and using it to recharge myself... and i just don't want that anymore. [i know it's technicallyy not saturdayy anymore, but i don't want to ruin myy one-entryy-a-dayy thing]