todayy was the worst. i couldn't even get out of bed until myy sister brought me ibuprofen. it's the curse of being a girl, i guess. i'm actuallyy eating chocolate... and we all know how much i hate that stuff. but it's amazing how much better i can feel when talking to biz. he is so wonderful. and he doesn't even know myy name. which makes me wonder if i will feel disappointed in the end. when he tells me that he doesn't have feelings for me, the wayy i do for him. i have to start working on myy mountains of homework now. oh, how i wish i was not such a procrastinator. love.