such a long time with no updates. so. mr. lust is no longer important. ugh, i hate him and his stupid lies. i should have listened to the advice. but, it is spring break. no more seeing him everyy dayy. this is happiness, or the closest i can get. i have nineteen out of twentyy-six dollars. i kinda wish i was older and had a job. or the abilityy to drive to Wherever. but that's all so far awayy from now. much needed renovations have been made.