hmmm...was sitting in my bedroom before listening to my mum crying and thinking of my dad and where he is right now. I thought about hurting rachel today in school and i just kindof ended up cutting. As always it was a big release and it all went fucked when my sisters walks in. My mum knows that i use to cut but she gets so angry when she seems them. I have to cover them all the time. But now i glad she knows that i never stopped cuting in the first place, i just hope now she will see the effect that she has on me and stop hurting me. Please.