wednesday night: was insane. First the mother comes downstairs cradling and rocking a towel like it was a baby and crying hystericaly. So she's talking to the towel like it was a baby...i go over there and try and take the towel off her and she starts screaming at me that im a bad daughter, then cries hysterically again, then she is nice to me then cries again. then she threatens to drown the 'baby'. She goes upstairs runs the bath and i hear her crying and water splashing. then its silent so i go upstairs. the towels in the bath and my mother is lying on the floor crying and just staring at the ceiling not moving. I go downstairs again but keep checking on her and she is still lying there. so after like 45 minuites i went back up there and she is sitting in the corner of the bathroom crying. I think she must have taken shrooms or something and was having a bad trip. So i got her a glass of water. put her to bed and kept an eye on her most of the night. yesterday: went to chester. got my hair cut...it looks way to emo for my liking. So im pretty pissed about that. Then i bumped into hannah who i havent seen in like..2 years? and we went for a coffee at costa and then to mcdonalds where we sat upstairs and threw chips at unsuspecting victims which was fun :) then we got thrown out haha which was hilarious. today: packing my shit for iona. getting drunk and watching the L word. Yes what fun my life is.