I am so fucking numb. I dont feel anything.
I slammed my fingers in the door a few times until my finger broke. It bled and now it is bruising.
It hurt so badly but I loved it.
I vomited.
I think i almost fainted.
But I loved it. It was such a rush and i could finally feel something great again.
I am ringing my cocaine dealer. I am sick of this feeling. I just feel like im off balance. This is why i am so numb. No cocaine.
So fuck it. Im getting wired again. I want to be addicted. I want to feel that sweet powder tickling my nose once more and pleasuring my brain. My brain is screaming without you. Your my best friend. I love you.
If you do not understand my love for cocaine then you have never been in love.
Listening to: otep - jonestown tea
I am so fucking numb. I dont feel anything.
I slammed my fingers in the door a few times until my finger broke. It bled and now it is bruising.
It hurt so badly but I loved it.
I vomited.
I think i almost fainted.
But I loved it. It was such a rush and i could finally feel something great again.
I am ringing my cocaine dealer. I am sick of this feeling. I just feel like im off balance. This is why i am so numb. No cocaine.
So fuck it. Im getting wired again. I want to be addicted. I want to feel that sweet powder tickling my nose once more and pleasuring my brain. My brain is screaming without you. Your my best friend. I love you.
If you do not understand my love for cocaine then you have never been in love.
how you doing girl
stay out of trouble
i believe in your love
hey i feel stupid. how do you get pics onto your diary..?
dude, sorry bout ur finger, but at least u had an enjoyable rush
hahaha
crossfade fuck off you pussy and leave our beautiful rach alone you wank stain
interesting how he/she maid their diary friewnd's only, was that so that he/she couldn't get whats coming to them after they leave shit sensless comments? i do think so
yesssssssss. i would LOVE that. but not as much as i love you. duh.
fantastic couldn't be better
not that it.s necessary or imperative that i do, but i.m not quite sure i understand you in the least. perhaps you and i are so alike i can.t see it, but to me we look so feverishly opposite. the cocaine longing, i understand but disagree with.
i have things i want to say to you but i can.t at the moment.
best of luck until we speak again.
not that it.s necessary or imperative that i do, but i.m not quite sure i understand you in the least. perhaps you and i are so alike i can.t see it, but to me we look so feverishly opposite. the cocaine longing, i understand but disagree with.
i have things i want to say to you but i can.t at the moment.
best of luck until we speak again.
i am making you something to put on your diary RIGHT NOW, because i'm very sneaky like that. I LOVE YOU slut face. :)
dude, i'm awake to early too. here it's 9:38 and i'm like daaaaaaaaaamn. why do i keep getting up so fucking early for no reason?? and fuck yes i'ld love to come in your bed with you. only if i can bring my laptop too. haha. love you.
crossfade: I dont need fucking help.and im not crazy :)
you are fucking crazy... ever thought about getting help?
oh ps
yeah i understand coz as we discussed...i am unfortunatly in love, with someone i dont think i can have
i want heeeeer (nameless)
love you (want you too)
liv xx
well my lovely youve gone coz ur msn is poopy
sleep well
wake up in the morning and think about coming to see me :)
n for anything in the world be happy ok?
joss stone n james brown should make that johnathon ross duet a single, was good
talk to you asap
love you so much and dont you forget it or i will grieve
liv xx
sorry about not comment ing you earlier i went swimming with my friends down here and it was fun and now i might be spending the night at jimE's it's his b-day today and we're going to have a sweet time
obviously. gahh i want to marry you. even though you are my twin. actually basically we are the same person. so that would either be like incest or be like marrying yourself. ahhh hahahahahahaha. we are crazy.
hold your horses woman