people can really surprise you. one minute, you are good friends & the next, you find out they've been talking shit about you behind your back the whole time. WHY? It pisses me off. I mean, for you to think that i wouldn't find out? YOU ARE TALKING SHIT ABOUT ME TO SOMEONE WHO LIKES ME, SO I THINK...THEY WOULD TELL ME. surprise surprise, they did. if you want to talk shit, please...grow up & say it to my face, you fucking cunt. and to think that you still acted like we were friends and you never talked shit about me. that's just fucking stupid. here we are, friends, me trusting you thinking you would have my back in anything, but really- you were takling shit about me the whole time. and STILL pretending to be my friend. do you have ANY idea how stupid that makes you look? you are fucking immature & i hate you. and now that you want to bring up my past, with my dad...that is the worst thing you could ever do.. and i hate this, because wende is the only one that knows about him. and were not even friends anymore all because she thinks i'm this huge flake, when i had a fucking orthodontist appt. i would have done anything for her, she was my best friend. ughhh :( speaking of best friends now... jenn is gone and she chose the worst week to leave. i just wish i actually had friends that knew about my past without me having to bring it up, i wish someone was there for me. i've noticed that i'm always the one there for people...but nobody is there for me.because they DON'T KNOW. they DON'T ask. they DON'T CARE. i serisouly, just wish i could fall asleep and never wake up.