& now i've learned that i am worth SO much more than that. i know what i'm worth and i expect to be treated that way. so good things do come out of bad situations.

but yeahh.. thank you so much for reading allll that -haha. you ARE a dedicated friend and i LOVE you x3

Corpse Bride was awesome. And so is my Depp pillow. haha, I get to sleep on his head every night=)

Let's carry out our plan sooooon! I don't know about you, but i'm totally ready to see Bush dressed like a lady and making him do whatever we say.

♥ Carrie

time for an update??

ahhh elisha

i saw on the news the other day this thing about ventura counties having crazy wildfires or something..& i thought of you.. cuz you said you live around there?

i hope everythings alright with you & your family & friends...loove u :

ahhh i miss you too! ever since school started its

been: wake up. go to school. go to field hockey. come home. shower. eat dinner. do homework. go to sleep. haha over & over & i have no time for ANYTHING & ugh its horrible. i think im going to update today haha even though i dont remember anything thats happened in the past 2 weeks.

OH! did i tell you? im going to new mexico next summer for my cousins wedding.

is that close to california?? :)

If I was to swim across the ocean, I'd need a LOT of energy. Plus something to stop myself from getting eaten by a shark, or something like that.

And I don't have the money to fly.

Sowwy.

Must talk to you properly, soon. In a way that no-one can read it but us.

no one will ever replace gerard though, lol. (i have <b>many</b> husbands)

aww, now you made me crave hot chocolate and cuddling...feel like helping me out with this? lol ;)

♥

yesss indeed you DO need to go see corpse bride. dont make me come to...wherever you live and kidnap you and force you into the movie theatre with me ;) lol.

dude, i love daphne loves derby! hopeless love is a kick ass song ♥

haha yes! im glad someones ok with my emo-ness, lol.

my new husband is the singer for motion city soundtrack. im not really sure why, but i think hes totally <i>adorable.</I>

ha, im on right now. its sunday. you should be on. tell that girl to get on or ill break her neck =p. gosh, never on, thats sad!

interesting..

ever forget the hurt? no. and will i ever be able to fully trust a guy again? i really dont know. your right about him leaving on mark on my life forever. thats completely true. but sometimes its good to have a permanant mark so you're aware of stuff and dont believe a bunch of lies. i'm more cautious now, but sometimes thats a good thing. and now i know that i can make it through hard times & tough times mold me into a stonger, better person.

thank you soo muchhh x33 ilu too =] && everything you said is completely true. but i try to look at everything that happened in a positive way. like, i am who i am today because of what happened. i wouldnt be as strong now if it werent for mistake. he taught me alot of things. i just wish sometimes i didnt have to learn the hard way..ya know. and i'm getting better on realizing that it really wasnt my fault and i shouldnt feel guilty. but will i

What's happening tonight?

I've added you on AIM.

My AIM, YIM(yahoo instant messenger) and MSN messenger addresses are in an earlier entry.

You suggested I come and see you, so we won't be as bored, but I can't, cause we live in different countries:(

that would suck...

but yes lets all go to elishas and hang...

you know who wrote that song?

do you eFFING KNOW

the same person who i am supposed to be watching play guitar wiht his band and reminisce about his wonderful photography negative two and a half hours ago...

<font size=2>but im not

whats tonight?

corpse bride was <b>awesome.</b>

a bit depressing though, i must say :(

yeah, the weird mood would be my emo-ness, lol. i do that sometimes. but emo-ness is ok, right? lol

ilu more ♥ lol

um not much.. but last night i did a crap loada stuff.. read the entry below this one to see what i did

lol i dunno.. i got nothing

right on..