i hate this. i hate who we are, what we've be come. i hate who you make me. but mostly...i think im kind of starting to hate you. why the fuck do you always get what you want? ...what I want? you don't even fucking appreciate what you have. you always want more. what is it about you that makes you so desireable, and in turn, makes me completely undesireable? its like you have this switch that when you flip it, it turns everyone against me in favor of you. what the fuck did i ever do so wrong to you to deserve this? i trusted you...you fucking stabbed me in the back! the worst part is, you didnt have the guts to tell me. instead you lied about it to my face, you played it off as though nothing was happening, as though you'd dont nothing... but i knew better. however, i said nothing. i had what i wished for, it was over and done with, i didnt see any need in starting something over it, it would have been pointless. but now...well, now you've done it again. this is the second time you've tried to pull this bullshit over on me, and i'll be damned if i let you continuously try until you finally do manage to totally screw me over. I'll be damned. see if i ever trust you with anyone i care about again. Everything I know about breaking hearts I learned from you, it's true I've never done it with the style and grace you have But I've made long term plans based on these mistakes Is this what you call tact? I swear you're as subtle as a brick in the small of my back so let's end this call, and end this conversation there's nothing worse... that's right he said, that's right he said it I swear, you have no idea The jealousy that became me thinking that's right he said that you always had it way too easy Best friends means I pulled the trigger Best friends means you get what you deserve sidenote: thanks Ali ♥