wow, i haven't been on here in a really long time. but i have an excuse. i had my exams, which i probably barely passed. I had to finish up some work, but now my summer is finally here! i can't believe it. Things have been pretty shaky lately. I am sick, i have a cold and my nose is stuffy. but i am feeling a bit better. i had to write my french exam feeling like absolute crap. i woke up that morning with an ear ache and then i couldn't get back to sleep and it was like 4, so i just rolled around in my bed, and i got so frustrated i started to cry. anyway, my thoart killed and i had a running nose. man. i felt like puking when i brushed my teeth. lol anyway i feel better. i learned how to swallow a pill. isn't that sad, i couldn't before, but i was feeling so incredibly horrible i swallowed my pride, and er, i swallowed the pill, lol. now i don't have to take childrens chewables! lol shut up! don't make fun! I am so scared because my scheulde at the Y is changed and now i have to volunteer with a guy and i have to do mini combo which means the kids are running around doing active stuff, which is good, but i am not active! i will look like a fucking hippo amoung these children. and infront of this guy. at least its only an hour and ahalf. it's on weds and at 1-2:30. I have to babysit like every sat from 10:30 to 12. but the lady wants me there at 10 15, and gets home at 12 15. but only wants to pay me from 10 30 - 12 00. ugh. my mom is mad, she is going to call the lady and tell her whats what, but of course, she will say it kindly. Well i am going to work on my book, i have 17 000 words now! i am so excited!!