Listening to: My Knife, Your Throat - Scary Kids Scaring Kids.
Feeling: hopeless
well. only one more day of school left until i'm on my ass for a week. doing nothing. fuckers. i still have to sign up for math during summer school. cuz i failed math of course. fuck i don't want to, i wish i had of passed. (shh) Green Day is sooon. i'm so happy i got tickets. Anyway. Let's see. i have a project i haven't STARTED yet due tomorrow. and i can't not hand it in cuz she's not accepting them after the break and it's 20% of our mark. so i'm fucked. bascially.
I'm
trapped
with
these
people
that
just
don't
wanna
know
me.
Friends fucking suck. i just want to unhook myself from all of them. seriously. just stop talking to them because they cause more pain then happiness right now. i hate them. they are just another reason i am the way i am. guess what i think about now. i think about what would people do if all of a sudden someone just grabbed me and took me away, like a guy just grabbed me when i was walking home or to my bus. would anyone seriously notice? no. so to anyone who wants to kidnap a 15 year old and get away with it. Come Get Me Please
I got the McR cd. yes i did. and ordered The Spill Canvas cd. and i got an elvis lighter. fun fun. i'm a fucking loser. that's all i am.
the cuts are my shoulder are deeper then i thought, but still not very deep since i'm a pussy and my razor is dull. fucking razors. i need a new one.
well i'm a castrophe. i need help and no one is there.
Burden
friends definitly suck and the older you get the worse it gets. hang in there, dont kill youself....i like reading you diary!!
Sometimes you cant wait for someone to help you, you have to do it yourself. Sitting and waiting is only making things harder. Please, go get help.