sitting here in spanish. not saying anything in spanish. everything is in english. so much for the spanish class. conversation yesterday afternoon at the waterfall: ryan: so what are we? me: i'm not sure. i was hoping you could answer that one. ryan: well you should decide. me: i think you should decide. conversation yesterday evening at the elementary school playground: ryan: so did you figure out what we are? me: nope. i thought you had. ryan: well we should figure that one out. me: what do you want? ryan: i don't care. me: me neither. ryan: so are you my girlfriend or not? me: do you want me to be? ryan: i wouldn't mind it at all. me: neither would i. ryan: well now that that is settled .... hours of making out and kissing and every other mushy thing you don't want to hear about.