Feeling: sane
i wish we had money
i wish we could do things
i wish you liked doing things with me
i wish i wasn't so boring
i wish my life wasn't so boring
I hate when I get stuck in this rut. I always do it. I get myself stuck into a routine and I can't seem to break away from it. I want to do fun and exciting things, I want to dress differently than everyone, I want to be prettier than everyone, I want to do well on my art assignments. I want something different, the only problem is I don't have anyone to acheive the different with me.
I need a thrill in my life. I want to go somewhere different or do something outrageous.
I wish I had friends to do something with me.
I wish I could just leave it all behind. I want to take one person with me and go experience something new.
Only problem is, that one person doesn't want to experience it.
that's because he's a homosexual... seems to be the only answer these days.
believe me i know how you feel..everyday seems like i already lived through that day..always the same..and everyday i have the need to change, to be different, to have something or someone exciting and new in my life !! and i get so sick and tired of everything sometimes i even get tired of myself, because no matter what i do i can't seem to break the effin routine..anyways, if you ever find out a way please let me know!! =) -brenda
maaaaaaaan, have i been there before! hope you get your thrill soon. (=