Listening to: get over it
ugh.. i'm so hollow.. poor boys and girls.. i realize, people dont really know me. i mean they are my friends but i can scare, gross, or disgust them easily.. i mean just any mention of some activities might baffle but reasure themselves that theyre the sane ones. i am sane too. i just hide it from myself but show it in front of you.
geez i'm bad. i lie. i say i'm with him all lune and just great but he doesnt see me like that. he sees me as a nuisance. a stupid girl..just dumb and uselses.. i am not useless.
i try to be helpful to others but i guess i will be ignored. i feel like tacos or pizza
hmm...old lust shoving youu extra hard?
eh, i don't think youu did anything wrong. maybe mister old lust has anger inside and took it out on youu?
mmm. i hate it when even myy bestest friends are afraid of me and what i mayy be thinking. ha. is being sane reallyy as great as theyy make out?
who cares what he sees youu as?
you tryy helping other people.
if theyy ignore youu, it's their lost.
youu are far from useless, dear.
interesting comparison with tacos and pizza.
it was awesome talking to youu in real time on aim. stupid anonymous comments.
theyy let youu type so little.
but i'm too lazyy to log in. bleh.
♥verena