starbursts make me happyy when i am sad.

&so do cookies. &maybe ice cream.


okayy, so eating to feel happyy is apparentlyy bad.


pho is good, too.


i like it when i do the things is used to.

okayy, maybe most things.


this is the new diaryy...

&none but youu shall know. (=


[asphalt]

i sometimes suddenlyy have this fleeting moment of happiness.

it's reallyy hard to explain.

when i think about it, it disappears.

i smell a sweet scent of idunnowhat &see a girl on the swings.

&then i can't breathe.

&suddenlyy i'm afraid.


it is strange.

i just had that moment of happiness.