i feel death is fast approaching...please don't do this to me i know i haven't known you long but please don't do this what about your siblings?i love you more than anything please don't...i remember like a month ago i was with justin and he bought me a coke.i remember what happened there was much laughter that night and then he took a sip and gave it back i finbished it and after when it was thrown on the ground he kicked the lid off...i remember at that moment my love for him was so strong...and everytime i look to that spot i see...snow i know it's underneath.but still i can't see it and i wish i could cuz then i'd know there was still some hope left on the end of the string of doubt...