I feel sad...and yet happy at the same time...it's confusing...I'm happy because it will be my 16th birthday tomorrow...it'll probably be the worst birthday ever like last year...and jeff's coming over...but I'm sad...cuz I hafta get a probation officer...and I don't like it...and I want to go with jeff tomorrow to see a movie...but I'm not sure my parents will let me...and my parents are pushing this whole...you are moving to peterborough with us...they think we have the perfect family...well news flash parental units...WE DON'T...so I'm not moving with them...and my birthday is gonna suck and my parents are mad at me...and jeff...I love him so much...but he has to realize I'm fucked up...and intimacy doesn't suit me...nor does affection for some reason...I want to kiss him so bad...but for some reason...I can't I've never been one to make the first move...but now...I feel obligated too...and I don't like it...but I have this feeling...that it' will all change...eventually...I dunno...I don't like the way I look...so until I'm happy with that...I can't deal with like affection and shit...I dunno...I'm once more just a lonely broken whore-cassie xox edit:// it's ma birfday :)

Brute You are 14% Rational, 28% Extroverted, 57% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant.

You are the Brute! You are introverted, arrogant, brutal, and more intuitive than rational. Like a big, dumb animal, you are driven by your emotions more than your reason, and as a result of the fact that you care very little for the feelings of others, you tend to be rather selfish. Because of your selfishness, you also tend to be a bit arrogant, seeing yourself as big or strong or smart or always correct. This makes you a stubborn, irrational, emotion-driven brute. King Kong best represents the gorilla-version of your personality. Emotional, introverted (King Kong was isolated on his own island, after all), brutal, and arrogant (proud to be the largest ape on Earth!), Kong would probably get along very well with you, seeing as how you share many of the same traits. Aside from, you know, all the fur. So your personality defect is simply that you resemble King Kong to a very high degree. Which probably isn't a good thing, you big brute! To put it less negatively: 1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational. 2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted. 3. You are more BRUTAL than gentle. 4. You are more ARROGANT than humble. Compatibility: Your exact opposite is the Hand-Raiser. Other personalities you would probably get along with are the Class Clown, the Schoolyard Bully, and the Sociopath. * * If you scored near fifty percent for a certain trait (42%-58%), you could very well go either way. For example, someone with 42% Extroversion is slightly leaning towards being an introvert, but is close enough to being an extrovert to be classified that way as well. Below is a list of the other personality types so that you can determine which other possible categories you may fill if you scored near fifty percent for certain traits. The other personality types: The Emo Kid: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Starving Artist: Intuitive, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Bitch-Slap: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Brute: Intuitive, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hippie: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Televangelist: Intuitive, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Schoolyard Bully: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Class Clown: Intuitive, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Robot: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Humble. The Haughty Intellectual: Rational, Introverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Spiteful Loner: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Humble. The Sociopath: Rational, Introverted, Brutal, Arrogant. The Hand-Raiser: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Humble. The Braggart: Rational, Extroverted, Gentle, Arrogant. The Capitalist Pig: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Humble. The Smartass: Rational, Extroverted, Brutal, Arrogant.

My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 6% on Rationality You scored higher than 26% on Extroversion You scored higher than 68% on Brutality You scored higher than 64% on Arrogance

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Distrust and suspiciousness Bearing grudges Solitary activities Indifference to praise or criticism Magical thinking influencing behavior Cruelty to people or animals Unstable and intense relationships Feelings of emptiness Suggestibility Envy Preoccupation with unlimited success or ideal love Social inferiority feelings Need for excessive advice and reassurance Preoccupation with details Based on the above answer(s), your personality traits might be associated with following personality type(s): Paranoid Personality Schizoid Personality Borderline Personality Narcissistic Personality To evaluate this further and... Your Score: 62 out of a possible 68 Your score suggests that you may be experiencing the symptoms of social anxiety disorder. Although the SPIN Self Test screens for the symptoms of social anxiety disorder, only a doctor can make a diagnosis for this disorder. We encourage you to make an appointment with a qualified healthcare professional to discuss your symptoms. It may even be helpful for you to bring your doctor a printout of your responses to the questions in the self test. and... Bipolar Screening Test Look for signs of bipolar disorder Read the following lists. Put a check mark by each sign that sounds like you now or in the past: Signs of mania (ups) I feel like I'm on top of the world. I feel powerful. I can do anything I want, nothing can stop me. I have lots of energy. I don't seem to need much sleep. I feel restless all the time. I feel really mad. I have a lot of sexual energy. I can't focus on anything for very long. I sometimes can’t stop talking and I talk really fast. I'm spending lots of money on things I don't need and can't afford. Friends tell me that I've been acting differently. They tell me that I'm starting fights, talking louder, and getting more angry. Signs of depression (downs) I am really sad most of the time. I don't enjoy doing the things I've always enjoyed doing. I don't sleep well at night and am very restless. I am always tired. I find it hard to get out of bed. I don't feel like eating much. I feel like eating all the time. I have lots of aches and pains that don't go away. I have little to no sexual energy. I find it hard to focus and am very forgetful. I am mad at everybody and everything. I feel upset and fearful, but can't figure out why. I don't feel like talking to people. I feel like there isn't much point to living, nothing good is going to happen to me. I don't like myself very much. I feel bad most of the time. I think about death a lot. I even think about how I might kill myself. Other signs of bipolar disorder I go back and forth between feeling really "up" and feeling really "down." My ups and downs cause problems at work and at home. If you checked several boxes in these lists, call your doctor. Take the lists to show your doctor. You may need to get a checkup and find out if you have bipolar disorder. and... Distrust and suspiciousness Bearing grudges Solitary activities Indifference to praise or criticism Magical thinking influencing behavior Cruelty to people or animals Unstable and intense relationships Feelings of emptiness Suggestibility Envy Preoccupation with unlimited success or ideal love Social inferiority feelings Need for excessive advice and reassurance Preoccupation with details Based on the above answer(s), your personality traits might be associated with following personality type(s): Paranoid Personality Schizoid Personality Borderline Personality Narcissistic Personality To evaluate this further yes...I am fucked up...very much so...-cassie xox theese are test I did just now