hmmm well somethin happened... and i aint happy bout it... so thats why i'm not gonna say it... i didn't mean to... well ok thats kinda a lie... but anywho... i do regret it... but kinda wanna do it again... uhh anyways... so yeah now i'm goin out with this guy zeke, he's amazing, so funny and cares and all this shit. i hope i don't end up hurting him... i'm kinda bad in relationships.... umm but anyways... so yeah yesterday i tested for my yellow belt in karate, it sucks, i won't find out if i passed till monday, eek so much nervousness! i'm pretty sure i passed, i did all the stuff rite i think, and answered stuff good too, i think. i dun kno, he put checks at first... then he started actually writtin stuff, that scared me... umm then after that, went to pick up amanda, changed, then me n her met lance at the movies. we saw dodgeball at first, then we stayed round and went and saw spiderman 2, it was sooooooo good, i loved it. i kept thinkin bout zeke during it (it was before he asked me out)... but yeah then after it i danced to the song after the movie, amanda had to pull me away cuz i was goin off to the middle and she said people were lookin at me weird, meh like i cared. hmm but yeah then we took lance home, lol i mentioned alex in the car and amanda and lance looked at me really fast.... but i hadn't told me bout fathers day yet... meh but uhh yeah anywho, i think thats all i'm gonna say for now....