sat at home by myself tonite. watchin movies on the tv. what a blast. no ones even called me in a while. i love all my friends.... not. no one wants me to do anything with them. fine. they all just fuckin lie anyways. then i get to hear my mom's shit. so fuckin lovely... i like it better when everyone's gone. i tried to get rid of my negative thoughts. didn't work. they're all still there. if not more. joy.