things just suck. there's nothing to do. it's the weekend, so i guess that's good. viv's going to her dad's for a week or two. that's going to suck. justin's dad has had his fone. maybe that's why he never calls. or he just doesn't want to either way. hope i do at least one thing this weekend. if not, i'm goin out by myself. which is really sad. on saturday i have a stupid ass retreat shit. so i'm missin karate. that pisses me off. i wnated to go. everything just sucks. friends aren't helping shit.