I want to be everything I don't want to feel like a weakling I want to see I want to be I want to live in an-no-ny-mity I want to discard the past I can stil feel the lash The blood seeping down my skin The evil thoughts I know are a sin I want to kill the hate For me it's too late I still yearn for death on a frozen plate So it may seem I'm bitter but that's just my fate I wish the good in me, I could replicate A sense of hopelessness As I wander through the darkness I can feel it consuming I think I'm merely presuming That is all I have left of deapairity I am bereft