Yesterday I woke up from a dream...actually a nightmare.
It was at night and Summer and i were walking. She had dropped something, It was a flower that I had given her that night. She was gonna reach down to get it and I told her," I got it". So as I picked up the flower I heard a shot and Summer.....fell...to....the..ground. I heard where the shot came from and I saw a guy looking at me from the shadows. I took off after him I ran as fast as I could. Moments later I caught him and held him down to the ground, I asked,"Why?! Why did you shoot at her?!" Mind you I had never seen this person before." He said," I wasn't trying to shoot at her. I was trying to shoot at YOU! I'm your son! I let go of him, I saw into his eyes as he told me. He was crying, I knew he was telling the truth. All I could think of if he's my son what did I do to that was so bad that he would kill me...
And that's where I woke up. I never felt so guilty in my life. It seriously made me think cautiously about having kids or a kid. I just hope it was that.
Could be you doubting somehow your future parenting capabilities and nothing more than that. I've had similar dreams myself, but nothing ever as detailed as that.