[Bite it] This is the beginning of a lovely time. I feel it in my rotting bones. This is the time for the NEW. The old is out. The feelings are changing. Winter is my time apparently. Today I had a nice day. I went to class. I skipped out on my first one early. I bullshitted with PRD. I wrote a quick paper. I avoided eye contact with my professor. for journalism. I sat through Poetry class biting my nails. and daydreaming. I got over PRD. I found SEB. and the fun quickly followed. (She is my best friend.) I skipped my last class. I hung out at some HEAD-shops downtown. It was all delightful. And I'm feeling more than happy. (EK-STAT-IK) I feel good for some reason. Maybe it's because my mind's cleaning itself. Renewing the dead cells. Coming to life again. I'm shaky. But in a good way this time. I've hit an UP and I'm going with it. I enjoy these times. MOre than my MOODY times. I like feeling happy. I like letting shit go easier. I like being me sometimes. Right now I have to eat dinner. I started eating RIGHT! again today. BREAKFAST: 2 sausages / 1 e.muffin LUNCH: 1 bananda / 1 popcorn chicken salad DINNER: cheese / crackers Tomorrow I will continue this. I have 5 months until graduation. I refuse to be ROLLED down the isle. (aisle?) I will do this. 25 weeks. Beginning yesterday. "Kiss thee...kill thee...love thee." DFN.