it never fails.
to scare away the one thing i want. off into the distance.
scare away it all.
watch it shudder and then fall.
until it hit the lower level.
and i cant seem to help myself.
i need a new direction.
a rather new conviction.
i need a plan of irresponsible action.
a new direction can be rejuvenating, but conviction is overrated. i seem to recall yeats saying that the best lack all convictions while the worst are filled with a passionate intensity. sounds reasonable.
and as to irresponsible action, i am an expert in that area. i can only hope that it works better for you.