hurt?

why??

don't say not again... it happens to all... we just seem to attract it....

but.... it kinda comes w/ the package eh?

not again?

explain..

Ah yes. that.

Well she was going through alot, what can i say?

blah.

well i apologise in advance.

i think you know what i mean

sorry.

im really sorry.

dya know what im talking about though?

you said you would want to know, but its hard to say...

please dont.

you know i hate to see/hear/know you're upset. im only telling you cos you'd find out sooner or later and be more pissed off. please dont cry.

Ask what?

And I always try not to do it again. I hate myself for doing it as much as you hate me for doing it.

like i said.

sorry. please dont hate me.

im ok now.

no, but im not about to do it again anytime soon.

thats about as good as i get lately.

I don't know what to say now. I'm sorry really doesn't help. I don't even know why anymore. I thought I did but that was an excuse. I'm very good at making excuses to myself. Well, I'll say it anyway. Sorry.

I know I might be the only person to say this because I'm weird - but I like the fact someone asked me because then my conscience tells me not to. But I'm really trying anyway.

I'll never hate you.