Listening to: sugarcult - pretty girl/its the way
Feeling: accomplished
weelllll. my sister decided she wanted 2 rite a song. she is good at music so she is riting the tune, but i hav 2 rite the words.
so i hav
but seein asd i cannae put the tune on here, i shal put it in n y'al can read it lke a poem. pleas tel me wot u think
see me here
im crying, screaming, losing myself
all for you
i cry your tears
i feel your pain
only to remind me of how ive failed
wen u break i break
every cut you force,
every tear that falls
im drowning in your pain
wish i could shut my eyes
and free you from it all
but still you hurt
still you bleed
but still i stay
you dont see
how youre hurting, killing, losing me
as you fall
i hate what you do
i fear all you are
i havent saved you and never will
cos wen u break i break
every cut you force,
every tear that falls
im drowning in your pain
wish i could shut my eyes
and free you from it all
but still you hurt
still you bleed
but still i stay
im drowning
im dying
im crying
for you
im screaming
im bleeding
im hurting
and still i stay
xHUGx
hey, sorry, i just saw your post and thought how the lyrics are!!! well done =)
the lyrics are realy good
xxx
That's really... Ok, I was going to say 'nice' but that's pathetic. I don't know what to say.
It's good that you managed to decorate your room.
Glad you have a cool room even if I don't.
Is the song about what I think it is?
i love that song! good choice!
It's got a black carpet which I love but the walls are whitey-cream because my mum said the room would be too dark.
Sorry about that.
I'm still trying to persuade her but I only had it done about 2 months ago.
I only have one parent to persuade and still I can't have my rooms painted dark.
In my dad's house I have a navy carpet, but only because it used to be a junk room.
thats really good!
wow, those are awesome lyrics!
you dont need to be sorry for anything. Its all my own doing and i have to deal with that myself.
I just need some time away from this place, these people and be left with just my thoughts. It feels like im dying, or that im already dead. There is no point in trying to do nice things for myself until im ready to appreciate them, untill ive sorted my head out.
sighs
i love you too.
im sorry.
but i cant concerntrate on sorting myself out with people around me... i just need to go somewhere completely alone where i can be anonymous and where i dont feel obliged to do anything for other people, or for any reason.
i know im not making sense. its just hard to put this into words.
dont worry about it. theres nothing anyone can do, ive realised that now which i think has something to do with me not being able to talk properly. whats the point in talking to people if there's nothing they can do? ive stopped relying on people, i think ive reached the point of no return.
i know you mean well and everything. but what if it doesnt get better? how can you be so sure i'll work things out. thinsg may not get worse, but they may not improve either. bah, im such a pessimist lately.
im sorry.
i think i have to go soon, mother will be getting home. i just wanna go curl up and cry in a corner somewhere. i feel terrible.
i really like it^_^ congrats..