why do adults have to ruin everything? all i wanted was a fucking weekend with one fucking party, is that too much to ask? im really not in the mood for this. fucking fuck them fucktards. stop overreacting susie. it was just a party/sleepover. what the fuck is wrong with me, why am i getting so wound up over this. i no. my mothers attitude towards stopping me going, and saying gemma has 2 go 2 elises on friday nite as if it means nothing. fucking means summat 2 me. always saying theyr doing it '2 protect me' or whatever, stopping my friend sleeping over cos u cant b arsed 2 have her for a nite, thats not protection, thats just selfish. i dont give a fuck if everything i write here is being mirrored or recorded upstairs, so my dad can read it. i really couldnt care less. im too pissed off. fucking hell, get a life susie.