He said no. His final, nothings-gonna-change-it decision. and it was a no. nothings gonna happen, nothings gonna change. ah who the fuck was i kidding anyway. who would ever ask me out. well i said, i promised myself, that as soon as he decided no, i would try my very hardest to get over him. theres no point wasting my life waiting for something thats never gonna happen. well. no surprises here.