moving to the rythm of a heartbeat,
faster, and faster
fainting and thanking the ground for breaking my fall
i don't listen,
i don't obey
insubordination of love
fuck, i'm running
fuck, i'm skipping
fuck, i hate the way the ground is flying backwards under my feet
but i like the way the wind is hitting my face
like it hates me
but i love it
it's too warm out,
but i'm too cold inside.
someone needs to reach through my skin and give me life.
take ahold of my organs, take them out with your knife
place instead, shiny things
like silver bracelets and diamond rings
next to me lay birds that sing
songs of melancholy
shades of purple, shades of gray
i hate it but i like to play
insubordination
make me pay
i don't want to be this way
so did you write that? I'm assuming so. Time is the route of evil, and it takes Time to soothe things out.
~Janet
thanks for the comment! i <b>really</b> like your layout
great, that second last verse is outstanding.
alright, it is neverminded, but still inevitably minded. Which I think is only natural.
pretty is sad, because you know that there will be a time that it won't be there anymore. But, I've said before to ... anybody, that sometimes looking back is the best thing we have.
that's amazing... did you write that?? I'm assuming you did... lol... it's REALLY REALLY good... - gin
(I'm putting you on my friends list, I hope you don't mind)
yeh, shoes that i am buying? what kind? how much? where? EXCITING! well, anyway, i lub you 2 deff.
WUZ UP
Hey sweetie! Well I haven't talked to you in days, but I just wanted you to know all is well between my boyfriend and I. We're celebrating our 16 month anniversary today! Lucky me....kissies..