2:32 in the a.m. and what am I doing? I'm awake, drinking a vodka/Tahitian Treat mix, and feeling down. Why am I awake at this hour when I have to be up at seven to work? you might be asking. Your guess is as good as mine. I'm not big on the drinking thing. It doesn't make me feel better. It makes me feel drunk and I can tell the difference. Pills are better but who has pills? The hardest thing I can afford is aspirin and I don't particarily like having thin blood. So I'll drink the vodka mix and I'll giggle for a milisecond and then maybe I'll sleep. P.S. Beverly Hills by Weezer is quite possibly the coolest song ever. "...The truth is I don't stand a chance It's something that you're born into And I just don't belong No I don't I'm just a no-class beat down fool And I will always be that way I might as well enjoy my life And watch the stars play..."