I am totally feeling like crap right now. A few entries ago I wrote about my sister's boyfriend's mom being in the hospital. Well, she was getting better but then she died last night. I don't understand why moms have to die. They should just go on living forever. Nick's mom was one of the best people I knew. Very opinionated and smart and very caring. She really took my sister and I under her wing when my mom died. I don't know what else to say. It just hit me a few minutes ago. I'm not sure I can go through this again.