I can't stop the stupid thought cycles. They hurt my mind. And I can't stop them. I wish I could just stop thinking about things.
I will help you. All you have to do is ask.
I'm sorry for all the shit in the last entry (not the one I deleted, the one that's still there). I just needed somewhere to put things. And now I have confirmation that people read over my shoulder. Mind you, it's only my nosy grandfather, telling me that this site was "unappropriate" (e.g. I said fuck.)
LEAVE ME ALONE.
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Sorry to whoever I stole this background off. I will find you and say it's you on here. I'm not trying to steal it - but it's pwetty.
His name is Mike, we just started talking and whatnot. I'm giving up on Joel since we don't really talk anymore and whatnot. I'm calling him "HIM" though because I don't want to post his name and jynx anything but now you know
i no wot u mean
thoughts suck
susie
xHUGx
I love the new background picture and thanks for the comment. I haven't been on MSN much either because I've been at school a lot but we'll talk soon.
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no thats a point...
i cant help thinking i am tho. cos nothing i do is helpful 2 ne1, then surely evrythin i do is about me.
wel just a thought process anyway
ther r those darn thoughts again
lol
xHUGx
yeah but just cos i make an impact doesnt mean wot u notice is summat that i do deliberately.
I know all about that so he's going to be called "HIM" for a while until I figure things out. I hate jynxing things but it always happens to me so hopefully this isn't one too ..
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