I feel like she's slipping from my grasp. She's halfway down the downward spiral and I'd have to sacrifice myself to go and save her. And being the selfish idiot I am, I won't do it. That's just me though. Totally self-absorbed. But in a way where I try and see my faults but I don't. So my being self-absorbed is totally pointless.
ah, i am, wasnt goin 2 cos t ppl that wud go frm r church r crappy loosers, but emily invited me, so i am.
ooh, my paretns requested more info about fellowship afloat if that b possible
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aaalllrighty then dake spoosey. hehehe, spoosey, funny word, hehehe
bah maths next
i hate maths
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aye, that would help.
its just so boring
bah
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wooptifrickingdoo
that does sound spiffing
yahay
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hyper susie
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or not hehehehehehehehhehe
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it is. I love your comment pic.
indeedy they arey
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oooh al rhymes hehehehehe
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noooooooo, i put in t hehe then realised that it did al rhyme
actually
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oooook then
wotever floats yer boat
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mor rhyming
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i cant spel that
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"I think I may have found someone like that." who? is confused
and well i said everything i wanted to say on msn... dont really know how to reply to a comment like that >_<
but thanks you.
Taff is sweet. bless him. i havent really spoken to him much but still. he's sweet.
i guess im just looking for someone i can <b>totally</b> trust, and feel comfortable around. like i dont have to try and be someone im not i guess. someone i can run to when im down, and i wont feel stupid when i rant to them about stuff. i just need someone like that. its not <i>that</i> much to ask for.
right?
yeah, when they open up to you it makes it seem all the more.... special? yeah i think thats what i mean. like a 'connection', without trying not sound cheesy, bah. no matter how close i get to people, real life and online i just cant seem to find anyone that comes close to that whatsoever. cries again blah. maybe theres something wrong with me. maybe im asking too much.
your right. that is <i>definitely</i> not normal.
i dreamt that my brother passed the 11+ and i ran into the form room yelling that he passed. i was...wait for it...<i>happy</i>. that cannot be normal either.
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