I guess this could be described as desparation. I have no idea what to write, but my last entry is a bit old now. And the more you talk about your diary in your entries, the more boring it gets. Uneventful week so far. Something mind-blowing could happen tonight or tomorrow but I really doubt it. I've got used to it not happening by now. You know what? I give up on trying to make this good for other people to read. They can just go read some other diary that interests them. I'll write what I like. This entry is so over.