Im at my grandparents house. The entire way up here i though, "When i see my diary i will feel better." "When I talk to Blake I will feel Better." "When I get out of this damn car I will feel Better" Needless to say...I dont feel Better. I feel like shit. I want to Curl into a ball and dissapear. Maybe forever, Maybe just for today, I dont know. Shit got fucked last night. Damn. Its all my fault, of course. Leave a nice comment. Like this- x sunb4therain x: i love you jessica u rock my balls _Jess