i guess....this is how awesome feels. yeah, i think it is. strange that i would have two such different moods in one day, but hey...thats what he does to me. it needs to be next weekend. RIGHT FUCKING NOW! i think this is how i will end up getting through the next weeks, or however long i'm with him (which hopefully is a long time), counting the days until the weekend. and its awesome. and he's awesome. and everything is awesome. i love you all becca