fuck, i should not have taken that pill. bad becca, bad becca, bad becca, kelsey was so right. i couldn't sleep last night, cause i was shaking and my heart was racing. i finally got to sleep, woke up, wanted to read in bed, picked up the book, and couldn't read, because i'm shaking so bad that i couldn't hold it steady enough to read it. and my heart is going crazy, beating at least 2 times a second, and i'm shaking, and i'm freaking out. i'm really stupid sometimes. i guess taking up old prescriptions randomly is not a good idea, especially after chugging a wine cooler. shit shit shit. and, to top it off, i have heartburn. joy.