i would feel so much better if i only allowed myself to sleep. but i shan't. i want to see the sun rise. _____________________________________ but i give up. i was never much good at resisting temptation, though at the moment i'm not sure if temptation is to sleep [physical] or to stay up [mental/emotional] but either way, its quarter to three now, and i'm going to mess up my sleep cycle for school monday, and zero hour tuesday. so goodnight, sitdiary.