god he just has this thing where he can take the worst day in the world where i feel like paying someone to put me out of my misery into a good time. 5 days. well, today kinda sucked until i saw him but it doesn't matter because i'm happy now. there are coyotes that live in my woods. i heard them today while i was trying to take a nap, every time sirens go off they all howl. there's a lot to say, but i'm not sure what to say. but i finally ate and had something to drink, which is good i guess. i'm cold, i wish you were here to keep me warm.