when did i act? when did i lie? i acted when i pretended like i hated you, when i pretended like it got on my nerves when you tickled me, when i acted cold to you and didnt say goodbye. i acted when i pretended like i didnt care that you were with her the whole time, and that i didnt care that you acted differently when she wasnt around. i lied when i told you that my past mistakes were what got me down, when truthfully it was really something else... now, i am going to regret not just bottling this down, because it is going to fuck up a shitload of things. oh well, thats life am i really THAT bad of an actress? thank you for wanting me to fuck everything up. it can never be easy, can it.