ahhh my hottub died. oh well, its all the same. i wasnt planning on hosting anymore parties anyway. :( needless to say, we are getting rid of it rather than fixing it. ________________ im wondering how many advice diaries there are now. its like, there 239048203948 more of them per day. its all good i guess. i just like dealing with my own shit. a complete stranger can not judge the situation as well as me, because they are not living it, and don't know every little detail, most of which could affect things greatly. and i would never go against what i feel just because someone said it was what i should do. or they could be younger and have less life experience and wisdom. ___________________________________ look at the first comment on this entry. i found it quite funny when i first read it, considering what the entry is about. sometimes i get lonely. and sometimes i get sick of being lonely. and the funny part is, when i get lonely, i just want to be by myself and not see any of my friends. and sometimes i wish for things that seem like they will never happen to me. guy: No more talk of darkness Forget these wide-eyed fears I'm here, nothing can harm you My words will warm and calm you Let me be your freedom Let daylight dry your tears I'm here, with you beside you To guard you and to guide you girl: Say you love me every waking moment Turn my head with talk of summertime Say you need me with you now and always Promise me that all you say is true That's all I ask of you guy: Let me be your shelter Let me be your light You're safe-no one will find you Your fears are far behind you girl: All I want is freedom A world with no more night and you- always beside me To hold me and to hide me guy: Then say you'll share with me One love, one lifetime Let me lead you from your solitude Say you need me with you here, beside you Anywhere you go, let me go too ...That's all i ask of you girl: Say you'll share with me one love, one lifetime Say the word and I will follow you both: Share each day with me Each night, each morning Say you love me You know I do. Love me, that's all I ask of you Anywhere you go let me go too Love me, that's all i ask of you.... Andrew Lloyd Webber, All I Ask of You The Phantom of the Opera