Listening to: Marilyn Manson
Baby names:
James Dylan
James after my grandpa that died Dec. 8th 1993
Dylan is the God of the Sea in Celtic
Phoebe Ariadne
Phoebe is the goddess of the moon in Greek
Ariadne is the goddes of the labyrinth in Greek
Brigid Ann
Brigid is the goddess of healing, fertility, poetry, and the forge in Celtic
Ann is Sharon's and Mom's middle name
I don't know why I decided to think of baby names and I'm not even pregnant and don't plan on being pregnant either. I just wanted to do it today. B/c I've been thinking of it for a while. I wanted to name a girl after my grandma but I can't think of a middle name to go with Virginia and thats too widely used. I want it to be different. Using goddess and god names from my witchcraft book is different. Its been really boring today. Nothing really to do. I want to talk to Dean. He hasn't called yet mainly b/c I'm on the internet. I do love him so much. I feel kinda bad b/c Beth can't have children. I was always scared I couldn't either. I don't want to hurt her like that by having a baby now. I'm not even ready for that shit. One word condom!--

ASHLEY Y U GONING TO TELL MY BUSINESS LIKE THAT I DONT WANT NOBODY TO KNOW THAT I WAS GETTING TO THE POINT I WAS OKAY WITH U AND DEAN BUT BITCH DO NOT TALK ABOUT ME OR U WILL GET FUCKED UP...BITCH...BETH
ASHLEY U KNOW WHAT I AM NOT EVEN SWEATING THIS B/C I AM HAPPY FOR YOU AND DEAN MAYBE ONE DAY ME AND HIM WILL GET BACK TOGETHER TIME CAN ONLY TELL B/C ME AND HIM HAVE ALOT OF HISTORY TOGETHER AND NOONE WILL EVER TAKE THAT B/C HE IS MY EVERYTHING INCLUDING BEST FRIEND AND ALL..BUT JUST REMEMBER I WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR HIM AND I KNOW THAT SAME WITH HIM HE IS REALLY A GOOD PERSON WITH A GOOD HEART WITH A GOOD SOUL BUT I WILL ALWAYS LUV HIM