I went to the doctor today and she said my period went wacko since I've been stressed and that's why I am losing weight. I weigh 106 now. I felt like I was going to cry all over again. But I didn't. But I went shopping and that made it all better. I found my size in pants that I actually like. Size 3 of course. But I love them. $10 at goodies on clearance. I love sales and shopping. I bought new panties also dots, stars, and a butterfly. Very pretty. And I bought some neat star and beaded earrings and a star necklace thing. I'm so happy now. Bailey you were right but of course the shopping helped. I had the worse hang over ever. Ouch my head. And my retard parents were yelling at me trying to get me up. I woke up saying "shhhhhhh". But after I ate I was fine. Then we had chinesse food with was well deserved. Since I've been all 'stressed'. Damn stress. Oh well. I'm fine now. Still a little sensative but that will pass.--
PS [Yea] I do realize that could have been me but I don't think I was ready then. But now I'm different. But you belong with her not me. It wouldn't be the same if it was me. You love her.. I wish you both all the luck in the world.--
THANK U ASHLEY...i hope u get better again...i know how u feel i hate being down i hate feeling like i am alone...but things will get better...and u will be happy again...talk to u later bye girl love ya
There's so many things I wish I could have shared with you. So many thoughts. So many ideas. But there's no time, there never is.
Just know this, Monk-ee, inside of you is a woman capable of many things. I see you as a politician, lawyer, docter, or some other high-knowledge profession. Just apply yourself even more when you think you're done.
As for me...I plan to fight to defend America...and have fun in the process.
Stay strong
hey thanks yea it is hard to believe that be are getting married b.c of everything that has happened...but we will be okay...we are happy and i know really happy now...but i am worried about u i dont want u do something to hurt urself really bad...bye girl talk to u later love ya