Life seems so simple. I'm happy now and for a long time I didn't know what that was like at all. But now I'm seriously thinking about life with Dean. Living with him in the future. I really think he is the best person in the world and he's for me. I love him so much and I know he loves me. Its like I can't hold on to him hard enough and long enough. I just want him to hold me forever and never let go of me. Me, Erika, and Kelly are going to spend a w/e together and be our crazy self's. Kelly doesn't really get to do a lot on the w/e b/c she has no social life. And we're planning on doing something for Halloween. Like go trick-or-treating. That would be fun. Like me, Dean, Erika, Josh, and Kelly. That would be fun. I love having great friends. I love you Dean.--